was rather stressed n even stressed when seeing others' stressed.. what am i talking about.. after considerations, i tot i shouldn't be rash.. studies shd come first and i must admit the fact that i can't study after exertion.. also im not ready to commit n can't commit cuz im not up to it.. final decision and hope that i won't have to encounter such dilemmas that left me with all the flunctuations with my decisions due to different factors.. no regrets, no sense of guilty or watever.. i don't want to disappoint teachers n trouble friends anymore... Anyway, everyone is different, so i guess we'll have to do it our own ways for we hold our own destiny.. Pls do take care...

Thanks peepz` Love ya lotx