Lunar Birthday?

Mum and I


Oreo CakE

YEAHz....

Im Stiff..

One of the actor?

This is Alamak.. Anyway im taller than him! COol..


So today's my Lunar Birthday.. ya.. It's 2nd day of Dumpling Festival.. Okie.. The songs today not bad.. Got mature & young singers.. Didnt take photos with the more familiar ones '' mostly the funny hosts'' cuz they left straight after their show.. Only when we're going did we took photos with the remainings..







ANyway, im rather disappointing.. WHen mum wanted to request for birthday song dedicated to me, i attempted snatching the paper away and angrily tore it.. YEaH.. I DID.... She was upset and shock.. But before doing such last resort action, i already told her umpteen times i don't like this idea.. and yet, she just tell me im 18 already, lunar years, worth celebrating.. Fine, but i don't like this kind of thing............ But anyway, the person still sang la.... Just that it's not the paper where she say ''today is my daughter, siow ai, birthday.. i wish siow ai happy 18th yrs old.. study hard n blahblah..'' It's attention seeking man... aRgh... but nvm.. at least the singer say today is my birthday is enough for me.. i don't want more.. she meant good, spent $65 on the dinner, $35 on the 1kg oreo cake.. YEahz, and she said she'll get me either new hp or track shoes, let me decide.. b4 the dinner, we were walking around outdoor Toa Payoh Mall to the indoor Toa Payoh Hub.. She made the effort to give in.. Well, i should be ashamed for being self centred.. But then, i don't like much of her 'surprises', they are too exaggerative.. To think she say, i already buy the birthday cake, why don't ask them sing?







Haiz.... i just don't like it when im not told abt stuff n just go her way.... maybe i should say it this way, im happy and appreciated her surprises... but maybe, not too over.. Or maybe, don't let me see it before hand.. cuz im someone who cannot take this kind of '' knowing what will happen thing''.. i definitely can imagine the next moment everyone in the restaurant will be looking at me.........







Surprises, are meant to be kept secret, not known, as pple tend to avoid it as they won't like it..... Everyone's different.. That's personality..? But perhaps if i only know when that dedication happends immediately, maybe i won't react like that..







She just want me to have a memorable birthday since on my birthday she was sick and didnt really celebrate.. But to me, it doesn't matter.... I thought it was a belated celebration, and then it became a lunar birthday celebration too... I didn't expect she plan that much cuz i tot she only wanted to attend the dinner cum song session to enjoy herself...







I didnt expect the unexpected, at the moment in time, i just tot i'll feel very embarrassed the next moment.. I really felt there isn't a need.. Maybe we lack communication......







Sometimes, things kept simple is the best.... It's the sincerity in one's heart that counts...