Again, and yet again.. history repeats.... the 5th time.. i wonder to what extend can i further embarrass myself but i jus can't control.. how can i get out of this crap cycle.... I'm throwing tantrum, having moodswing and last of all EMO.. Everything didnt come out smoothly.. Even 2.4km i ran 11.55mins.. 10secs slower than my PB.. Wat am i doing.... Now i doubt my ability to run for Rasalas.. 3Km.. am i able to make it with a gd timing to secure top 3? think think think... i wonder if i can even make it for training these few weeks... heard that x country doing napfa this friday.. HAIz... im in some deep shit... tired, frustrated, stressed out... what else..

I shall meet the school counsellor next week