yeaah. 1 mth to my birthday. still rmbered last yr allan, khairun n yishan celebrated with me.. =) time really past.... i wonder what will happen this year.. maybe i'll be alone since we're now on our separate ways... it always falls on the holiday.. ha.. still remembered last year they were taking their O level mother exam.. and then i got my cca till evening just like allan's birthday.. whoever the birthday person is will have sth on.. then this yr, things are getting more and more complicated.. not sure.. currently in dilemma, mom's n dad's birthday coming soon.. and it's just day after another.. troubled with how am i going to face this kind of situation when my state of mind isn't v sound with all the piling homework, tests, anxiety... Sometimes, i think that birthday isn't a day worth celebrating as it somehow brings more problems to people involved...

Heats coming in just 4 days.. Am i up to it?

Haizz... Thinking about running, the first person who always comes to my mind is Allan.. Cuz of his influence i guess.. and then i train for Napfa, became one of the best girl runner in Upper Sec class.. Becuz of others' impression that i can run n thus i believe i can n try out, go ahead and pursue my passion of running.. YUp, here i am, running towards my finishing line... But then, it seems near yet far reaching from me.. Perhaps my confidence's dwindling gradually.. Not only running, but maybe many other things..