I thought I got away from this...Little did I know I was only getting deeper...The rain pounds on the windowas the pain tears at my heart...Am I going crazy? Or have I just lost my way.It's nothing like I've imagined...It's worse.......The cuts they keep comingbut everythings the same....Im slowly disappearing.....No one will notice when Im gone....Kick me while Im down right? Your getting pretty good at it...you're tearing me in two.....Just put me down easy....How can you call me a friend when Im always hurt by you? I thought it would be better by now..Trust me.... Its not...