I seriously cannot take it when pple ask me if im in x country with that kind of tone.... just couldnt believe it or wat? RArr............ ya, i admit im slower than jss x country runners. But that shouldn't be a reason why i won't be in x country? they have been runners since lower sec.. me? J1.. like 4 yrs ltr? imagine one with 15 plus timing to 14 plus, to 13 plus, till sec 4 11.58mins..... watever it is,i have improved, i'll run my best for nationals despite others view on me... Before the end of the yr, my targeted weight will be 56kg..jia you~! i can do it......

Seeing you in this kind of state hurts me so. My heart's breaking. Take care of yourself.